It's been long since I visited this site. Feels good to be back.Went to Blogger.com and woah, I was already signed in through gmail :)
So, a lot of things have happened since the last time I came here.
There was practically everything. Nationals, exams, PTM,June in taiwan, promos, cruise, kl, CR, Christmas, new years, school again :( , orientation pracs, lessons, open house and finally lessons.
So much has occured in such a short span of time. I miss last year quite a lot. Somehow, my mind refuses to make progress and keep moving forward!

We got top 8 for Nationals. If that even means anything. Well, it's supposedly a big thing. But really? I wish I was back in my Ijteam. I could use less politics and a fitter body. Honestly CJ, thanks for my downward spiral in skill and fitness. I cant even play a proper game to save my life. A few days back I played with my juniors, and look at them. They are so good. So good, under Coach. One coach. The only coach i choose to recognise as a coach. My Coach. Like please man, I should be considered a dang social tennis player. Competitive my arse. My 'coach' now doesnt do shit for me pls. I havent improved my game eversince I stepped into this team. Surround yourself with people who dont feel as strongly as you do doesnt help either. I almost cant be bothered alr. Honestly, hit a damn ball. Do a bloody drill. Dont just bring your hotdog and watch from afar. It's not helping us. We dont pay spectators.

Then, exams. Midyrs. It was my fault, definitely. So no comment there.
Nothing you can do to turn the clock back anyway. Ptm was fairly okay. I cried. Or teared. Whichever you'd prefer. But I was thankful and tired. Crying makes you tired. If you cant sleep, Cry.

At last, the june holidays approached us. One month, gone in a flash. Went to Taiwan and it was such a blast. the tranquility of the mountains and scenery i passed was really just incredible. Hualien was beautiful and something I will always remember. It was a really good one.

The dreaded promos. Well, I'm in J2 now arent I? Enough said.

December '10,I really wish I could return to that period. just thinking about going on the cruise. Going to kl and chillaxing with the cousins. Going to CHIANG RAI. Oh man :'( Shall elaborate on CR only tho.

It was beyond awesome :') Really. Made me feel much closer to the kids, and more attached to the centre. I love Chiang rai. Everything about it was really awesome. i saw DJ again. Siriluck left in '09 :/ Miss that litle chubs. There were two Brothers at the centre this time. Really REALLY nice guys. They'd make good priests. I just know. :) Those 6 days in WK was home away from home. From the Sports Day to the watching of Phobia to modelling to carolling to school trips, to eating and eating and eating to playing with the kids, countless tairoups and yims :') It was really great. Imma miss the kids a lot and the atmosphere, the environment, the love, the hugs, everything. The kids are so blessed in their own way to have such amazing women like Sister and Padeng and the cooks! I could have stayed longer but nope. Xmas must be with the family. Shitting on a squatting toilet and suppressing screams during bathtime, memories that will stay with me for a long long longgg time. I love WK, CR. Nothing will change that. I just hope that this love for this blessed place will continue to burn in me as it did when I was there. sometimes, I feel like I really cant be bloody bothered for anything. I remember not being excited at all, before the trip. Going back was just another holiday. But trust me, waking up at 5+am everyday? A CHORE man. Hahahha But all worth it. Worth a return. Worth that $700. It was priceless, in fact.
Sigh, soon. Very soon.

Xmas at home. Party on Emerald Hill. New years, silbing bonding time with the parents out @ Marina Sands.

10th Jan 2011, the beginning of a shitty year. 12th Jan, open house. Tennis booth, Goodie bag duty, PAC performance. These 3 things kept me busy for 7 hours. I thought that the open house was raher pathetic in terms of numbers. I recall being smashed and really grossed out by the smell of everyone who visited CJ @ open house last last year. LAST LAST YEAR, time passes wayyyy too fast. But anyway, i was appalled by the audicity of some people during the open house. People caan just be so damn rude. Walking out after the dance performance. Seriously guys, how do you think it makes the guitar and band people feel when people are walking out on their performance. Walking out during their only showcase? Such blithering assholes. & again, once again, as tradition would have it, it rained again this year. I was totally exhausted ytd. It really was tiring. J2 is honestly pretty damn draining. I mean, it's been 4 days of school and i am almost dying! What is this? but i dont actually understand why! I mean, what is it that's making me tired? Why do i feel this wway? It's not like the teachers are actually piling work on us.. which brings me to "i cant wait to get the hell outta here". Be it the traditional after-As method or the Thank-you-God-for-giving-me-this-full-uition-scholarship-for-Fall-2011, I just cant wait.

i am so tired of Cj. SO DANG TIRED. What i really need is to do my O levels again. I'd go through four years of ij again. Really, i would. Bring it. Reliving those good old days, better than anything i couldpossible ask for. I'm soo proud of being an ij girl. This year at the O Levels, IJ produced 3 national top scorers. Yes, suck that everyone-who-thought-IJ-sucked. YOU SUCK. Home is where the heart is, & ij will always be in my heart.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH okay, this has been a really bad post. Writing has gone down the drain. Writing whatever comes too your mind cant really be recommended. Or not. i am tired now. Full day in school with mass pe @ 3pm. Awesome shit yall. Peace out.